29 May 2011

My teeth

People who know me know I have a fairly crooked set of front teeth. This is the result of a schoolyard injury as a kid. My front tooth is now moving even further out of position and I am thinking about what to do about it. Implant? Braces? Nothing?

In the meantime, my teeth are on my mind, hence this drawing.


My teeth
28.5 x 38.5 cm
pencil on paper


28 May 2011

Three backs


Back 1
57.5 x 38.5 cm
graphite on paper



Back 2
38 x 29 cm
graphite on paper



Back 3
57.5 x 38.5 cm
graphite on paper



22 May 2011

Is inspiration actually a form of permission?

Visual people tend to find inspiration in the work of other visual people. Walk into the studio of any artist or designer and you will very likely find images, books, objects and other visual odds and ends scattered around the place. Sometimes they can be ordered and organised, but most often they are pinned to the wall, taped to the easel, and sitting on the desk next to the computer.


These things aren’t there by accident. They have been carefully selected and combined into a tapestry of personal inspiration. Selected for their colour, form, size, subject, technique – whatever – artists and designers surround themselves with these inspirational reference items as a matter of habit. This is not about copying; it is about comfort. Having these images and objects close at hand, and occasionally picking them up and looking at them feels good. In some strange way being in the presence of these talismanic objects brings a sense of comfort and security to an endeavour that is often fraught with anxiety and self-doubt.


More than mere decoration – they form a kind of artistic ‘habitat’ that helps to create the conditions for the right kind of conversation with the drawing, painting, etc. In some ways these things are almost more important than the physical aspects of the studio in terms of creating an environment that is conducive to the right kind of creativity. Their presence seems to create an atmosphere that supports the creative process. They are without a doubt an explicit source of inspiration. But that's not all.


In addition to the inspiration that comes from these images and objects, I also think that these things confer a kind of ‘permission to the artist or designer. Because these things are very often infused with a particular kind of energy, and very often a particular kind of authorial commitment (even if that author is Mother Nature) they do more than simply inspire. These images and objects act as indicators that there are other people in the world who think a bit like you do.


Why is this so important in a field of endeavour that is fundamentally attached to the notion of free will and independent creative invention? Starting with the Renaissance, and since the early twentieth century in particular, the practice of western artists and designers has become increasingly driven by the myth of the lone genius. Working in complete isolation in order to have a pure, unadulterated idea has become an unspoken artistic ambition. This kind of isolation is a very uncomfortable place for all but a tiny fraction of people engaged in creative work. Everyone needs inspiration, but I suspect that many people need something more as well.


My hunch is that the tendency to surround oneself with carefully selected images and objects is partly about providing inspiration, but also about providing permission from across time and geography at just the moment it is needed. When stepping into the uncharted waters outside ones creative comfort zone it is helpful to have not just a sense of inspiration, but a sense of support and acceptance. It is energising to know that in that moment there are people (whom you have never met) who can provide silent encouragement for acts of personal artistic bravery. I believe that studios around the world (including my own) are effectively ‘wallpapered’ not with pieces of inspiration, but with words of encouragement.



Me, then


Self portrait
77 x 57.5 cm
hand made stamp print on paper



20 May 2011

Hornsey Road, N19

This is a view from the top deck of the 91 bus heading north along Hornsey Road.

N19
19 x 28.5 cm
pen and graphite on paper



17 May 2011

14 May 2011

8 May 2011

Turning away

Turning Away
57.5 x 38 cm
graphite on paper

Philly sink

When we lived in Philadelphia, Claire and I had very small apartment at 18th and Pine Street. Our bathroom was just off our bedroom and, like most of the rooms in the apartment, it was tiny.

This drawing, done in 1995, is of our sink where we washed and brushed our teeth every day for the 5 years we lived there.


Philly Sink
56.5 x 38 cm
charcoal on paper


When are we?

For a long time my work focused on exploring the subject of identity. This was in part due to the fact that I watched someone I love gradually slip away before my eyes due to a form of Alzheimer's disease.Through this experience I became interested in questions about what makes us, "us".

It became clear to me that who we are is more than just our appearance. Our identity, the sense of who we are which makes us recognisable and different from anyone else, is a vast collection of small - often trivial - indicators. Each indicator acts like a mark on the paper building up a composite picture of oneself that is always in flux. No single mark contains the full story of our identity. Instead, our identity is a collection of indicators that coalesce to create an in-the-moment version of ourselves. Although our identity is a phenomenon of approximation that evades precise description, we are skilled at knowing when a person is really "themselves" or not.

Identity 1
38 x 19 cm
etching



Identity 2
57 x 38 cm
pen on paper



Identity 3
57 x 38 cm
pencil on paper



Identity 4
57 x 38 cm
pen on paper




Identity 5
57 x 38 cm
pencil on paper



Identity 6
35 x 13 cm
pen on paper




Identity 7
57 x 38 cm
pencil and conté crayon on paper





Portrait
57 x 38 cm
graphite on paper


99 People I Never Met

This is an image born out of my experience as an animator and illustrator.

99 People I Never Met
36 x 28 cm
pen on paper



7 May 2011

Three (unrelated) drawings

Three drawings in various sizes and media.


Ink
42 x 29.5 cm
ink and wash on paper




Waiting
42 x 29.5 cm
charcoal on paper




Space
20 x 27.5 cm
pen on paper


5 May 2011

Is it OK if I steal that picture?

Have you ever been to someone's house and fallen in love with one of their pieces of art? This happened to me recently. I went to a friend's house and spotted a wonderful drawing in their hallway. I was so taken with it that I snapped a photo of it when they weren't looking. The next time I go to their place I may have to walk out with it.

I hope they don't mind.