Pencil on newsprint
20 Jan
Drawing has always played
an important part of my life. As an animator and illustrator in the early part
of my career, drawing was simply how I made my living. Although my work today as a
change and leadership development consultant is very different, drawing remains
an essential skill that I turn to frequently. Drawing is how I develop and
share ideas with others in my team, translate insights into imagery that
deepens levels of understanding with our clients, and create engaging pieces of
communication as part of change programmes within big organisations. Drawing is
still very much alive in my work even today.
But for me, drawing is more
than just a practical tool. Drawing is
deeply connected to how I think and how I engage with the world. It is a place to go
that seems to anchor me. Because of this, I have always tried to maintain some
form of a studio practice that involved drawing in one way or another. Like
many people, I have found it hard to keep my studio work flourishing over the
years given the challenges of balancing competing demands of work, family, and
other responsibilities and interests. Because of this, my studio practice has not
received a tremendous amount of my time and attention - certainly not on a sustained level - and
not enough to really progress my work.
I’ve decided to try to
address this by resetting the balance and reconnecting myself in a more dedicated way to this deeply fundamental activity. In order to make sure I build in time
into my week for drawing, I have signed up for a one-day-a-week course at the
Royal Drawing School. However I am treating this as an opportunity to do more than simply
draw the way I already draw. I want to use this course as a means to focus on
my drawing practice and to challenge and push myself outside of the comfortable
and well-worn groove of my artistic habits. I want to use the course as a chance to
experiment, make mistakes, do a lot of bad drawings, and (hopefully) create a few drawings that surprise me and don’t seem to be the usual sort of thing I would
do.
Over the next 10 weeks
I plan to document the journey I’m on as a way to track changes in both the
internal conversation in my head as well as the external evidence of the
drawings themselves. I’m not planning on anything too grand – or even coherent
– but I’ll use this blog as a place to capture things to see how they change.
Here
goes:
January 20th, week one.
It was good to get into the
studio and draw from life. The process of slowing down and really looking forces me to stop the noise in my head and take in more information. The class opened with some shorter poses,
becoming increasingly longer until a three-hour pose in the afternoon. The two images below are 45 mins each.
Charcoal
20 Jan
The work
I produced was ok, but pretty pedestrian. The drawings from the longer poses were very dull and tight, as you can see from the images below. (The one on the right below was a 2 hour pose.) When in doubt, I have a habit of leaning quite heavily on
draughtsmanship skills, but this has a tendency to kill the life of a
drawing. I find that the more time I’m given to do a drawing, the more controlled the work
becomes, and the duller it gets.
Graphite
20 Jan
So, my aim is to find a way to slow down even more, take more time to look and think, and focus my energy on translating the
evidence of the subject into a drawing that is rich in information, but also full of
energy, life, insight and intrigue. Slow, yet spontaneous at the same time. Is that possible?